Tattoos?

Hey guys, I know basically no one is reading my blog since I went emo and everything but last year was the worst year I ever went through. If anyone reads this, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! k its like 12 days after the new year but its still my first post in the new year.

Anws, the reason why I decided to make a post is cos I just found out something new about God's Word and I'd like to keep it in mind through my blog. It's abt tattoos and honestly, I did not mind tattoos in the past. I felt as long as nothing demonic or satanic is tattooed on your body, it's totally fine. Even better if it's like a cross or something right? But I just found out that it is stated in the Bible about the Christian view on these. Leviticus 19:28 states “‘Do not cut your bodies for the dead or put tattoo marks on yourselves. I am the LORD. That's quite clear enough right?

I'm totally not condemning anyone who has a tattoo. Some close friends of mine do. The thing is that they either did it when they didn't know Christ or backslid or they did not even know that it was in the Bible. I would say few Christians do. So whoever is reading this, you are informed!! Thanks for reading guys. Take care:)

To Those of You Who Have Made Me Not Care

thanks for helping me realise that some friends just ain't worth it

Update!!

hey guys, not sure how many of u are still here but for those of u tt are, heres an update. guess i have sort of given up on many of my friends from ac and i really cant be bothered abt it anymore. id just get frustrated and well i decided tt my time and energy can be better used to hang out with friends who really care abt me and still want to stay in contact and on ministry wrk. so basically ive become more focused in using my free time to serve God like for PlayMax coming up and serving in my church more often. maybe God gave me these friendship probs so tt i can focus more on Him. like i always say, nothing happens without a reason.

now for those of u who noe actually wad was up with my friends, i guess u might tell me tt its my fault and stuff but rmb tt the story tt u are hearing is from their side and quite obviously biased towards them. so id of course come across as some jerk or loser or wadever. anws tts why i really cant stand pple who talk abt others. now tts not to say i dont, im human, of course i share my probs with others. but i always make a point to tell them tt this is my own perspective and tt it will be biased towards me. so their opinion abt tt person doesnt change. now wad im facing is a few pple are talking bad abt me and i guess it affects others and now everyone seems to hate me. well if u are one of those pple, srsly just come and talk to me and find out wad kind of person i am before making ur judgements. well anws one recent incident was the social experiment i was wrking on. u see, i was asking pple tt i was nv close to to meet up and i started it out with just asking the girls since the guys are in army and its harder to coordinate with them. so how was i to noe tt the girls would start talking amongst themselves and see me as some desperate guy. i even stated in my msg to them tt this was something i was trying out and tt if they dont wanna meet its fine. i think tt this social experiment has really turned into something else and i feel tt it is an even greater social experiment now. but its tough to hear tt ur actions can be so easily misintepreted and stuff. but of course im so glad to have my awesome friends still by my side.

ok anws ive chosen to ignore those pple and if u dont wanna talk to me, then so be it. as long as ive apologised, i think ive done my part. anws recently since ive last updated, i went for FOP 2011. had an awesome time there worshipping the Lord and was exposed to John Bevere, the speaker for the event. now him being American, his views are sorta different from tt of the normal Singpore church. his views on grace and the power of grace was very inspirational and it seemed true, though i still have my doubts. so i decided to get his book and read it proper. i havent even started yet but when i do, ill review the book here. now tt has basically wad has been going on with my life so far. been watching movies and recently went to STGCC 2011 and reviews on all of those things will be up on my blog soon. anws tts it for me for now. cya:)

tired

relationships are so tough. i just feel like giving up and going back to being my old anti social self. so difficult to try. getting really lazy. HELP!!!

Friends Pt. ??

hey guys, cant rmb which part of these long friends posts im at rite now but i think its either 3 or 4? anws wad i really wanted to type here is to clear up any misconceptions of my largely critised view abt friendship. i think this phrase sums it up. i care more abt my friends than the friendship. like i said before, im quite ok with friendships not wrking out. yes im sad tt its not there anymore but im ok with it happening. its just wad happens in life. but i do still care abt tt friend and i would pray for her/him still. they would still be pple i want to be happy. its just tt if u do not really wish to stay in contact with me or even to be friends, and i tried my best to talk to u but u do not respond or respond in a harsh manner, then i dont see why i would need to put in so much effort to salvage the situation when u cant be bothered to even reply me.

i do still care for u and if 10 yrs down the road u text me, id still reply as soon as possible. so its not really tt im totally fine with friendships not wrking out, but its tt if one party does not want to respond to the other, i dont see why one shld make so much effort since effort has alr been made but failed. i guess this is a way for me to noe tt my purpose in tt person's life has been over. so like in my experiment, im trying to meet up with all the pple ive lost contact with and if tt person is fine with not reconnecting, then im fine with tt. anws i just thought to come up and reiterate my stand and to clear any miscommunications abt my statement last yr. ok im going off now. cya:)

Social Experiment

hey guys, well to the few pple tt are still reading. anws ive recently started this mini social experiment where im trying to meet up with pple i havent seen in ages or was nv really close to for a meal. i guess since i got posted to this awesome posting having awesome wrk hours, i decided to use them productively to meet up with pple i nv had the time to. its part trying to see who would be willing to meet me even though we are not close and part me trying to see how God can use me to impact pple's lives. and i guess part me getting over the loss of my old friends? i really wanna do lots of things with my new found time and so ill be also trying to start up a new review blog on all things geek/nerd from tv to comics and all things pop culture. but again its sorta an experiment so ill only post the link here once ive gotten it going. this blog will still hopefully be functioning. its still gonna be dedicated to my thoughts and my sharings on how God has wrked in my life. i noe i sorta stopped on the qt thing but tts cos i find tt God has been talking to me on a personal lvl and in other ways so the qt thing doesnt wrk as well anymore.

so this blog will hopefully be still alive now tt i have more time. ok so to start this blog's new life again (is this v4.0 alr?), ill start with a sharing on how God has really impacted my life especially in ns. He has been all the more real to me in ns and really my fears abt backsliding were nothing. could really see how God kept me close to Him and brought me through everything. like i said in the previous post, He has really blessed me greatly and i really wouldnt be having such a relatively slacker time in ns without His mercy and grace. i could have easily been posted to either Cougar, Pegasus or even 1st Coy in tekong but through His grace, i got posted to the slackest Leopard where the warrants really blessed me. Again, His grace was showered upon me when He sent me to a stay out unit where i can go out everyday. so through His blessings, i decided i need to use them wisely so im starting to be more committed in helping out at CF back at ac and to help back at SYFC too. hopefully i can use this blessing to bless others too. ok tts it for me for now. gonna try to start tt new blog now. cya soon:)

:(

hey guys, guess its been super long since ive posted here. just felt like coming on and sharing my thoughts. dont think anyone is reading this now though. if u are just drop me a comment on the chatbox.

well to get things started, life has been awesome as usual. God has really blessed me in my life and tt can espcially be seen in my ns life. i was really afraid tt i would have faltered in my faith but it has been steady and to a certain extent even growing. even through the tough training ive made awesome friends and the sergeants and warrant officers were really awesome pple. when i ooc-ed it was even more fun making friends with the sergeants and the awesome clerk and fellow comic book nerd syafiq. and after tt, God blessed me with a stay out unit as an ammo supply asst. (storeman). so really theres nothing to complain abt regarding my life as a whole.

but really, im concerned abt my relationships. most of u noe abt my muchly controversial belief abt friendship, however the misconception is tt i dont care. this couldnt be further from the truth. yes i do accept tt my purpose in one's life is over but i still feel sad and maybe to a certain extent, heartbreak, abt a wonderful friendship lost. ive been going through tt a lot lately and i dont noe wad ive been doing wrong. if u noe me well, i used to be super introverted but acjc changed me a lot. now tt im out of there, i fear tt im returning to my past self. i rmb when i started this blog and i had really awesome friends to share this blog with. sad to say, i drifted away from some of them (thank God not all) in j2 and now tt we are out of jc, i think tt we are no more than aquaintances (and u noe i dont really believe in having aquaintances). im really concerned with wad i might have done to cause our friendships to die out and i noe tt i might have wronged them in some way (be it intentionally, unintentionally or just a simple misunderstanding) i really just need someone to tell me wad went wrong cos im really oblivious to wad happened. the friendship just stopped.

so yea im glad tt God has been good to me and really thankful. its just tt this aspect of my life has really been at the back of my mind throughout these past few months and i needed to get it out on here. dont noe if the pple who were such awesome friends would see this but i really hope so. i really thank God for reminding me too tt if its time for a friendship to end, its time to trust God to take care of the friends i held so dearly to and to trust God tt all will be fine as i typed this post. my role in tt person's life may or may not be over but everything is in His hands. when the pple feel its the right time to tell me, i guess they would. me am :( still though.

but to u awesome pple who have stayed with me all these while, supporting and encouraging me, i really thank God for u. my life wouldnt have been as awesome as it has been without u. hope tt God will continue to bless our friendship and tt it will continue to grow.

thanks for reading this. cya:)