Friends

hey guys, been really busy with rew so havent really updated. not tt there is anyone still reading my blog. well ive really been thinking abt friends recently and im really puzzled by how close i am with friends cos im like getting mixed signals from friends tt i thought i was really close to? well i have sort of always catagorized my different tiers of friends into arnd 5 tiers.

Fifth Tier: The hi and bye friends tt u see arnd sch and have only talked to them arnd once or twice. those u can talk to if u sit down with tt person but nv got the opportunity to talk so cant say tt we are close or anything. more than an acquaintance, less than a friend

Fourth Tier: Just friends tt i can talk to but not really often. pple tt i usually dont hang with but when u get us tgt i can talk for hrs. its just lower than the third tier just because of the lack of opportunities to talk

Third Tier: heres the start of the better friends. this is the group of friends who i will talk to and we usually have opportunities to talk but we just have fun chatting but we dont really have the closeness tt ill feel comfortable telling u who i like or wads serious probs im going through in my life

Second Tier: these friends are the second best friends tt i have. they are the pple tt i totally trust and can really talk to them. however, there is just something missing tt keeps us from having tt really comfortable closeness tt i can say anything and do anything and it wont be misinterpreted. so there is still a certain level of discretion needed for these friends but are still close nonetheless.

First Tier: this is where all the pple tt i treat as friends tt i can talk to when im troubled and friends tt i noe i can always trust fall. the closeness is usually telling when u can hug or lean against each other without being awkward and there are only a few pple tt i have this closeness to. these friends are those tt i treasure the most (not tt i dont treasure the other tiers) and are the ones tt im usually see hanging out with. they are the group of pple tt i can have no discretion in wad i say or wad i do cos i noe it wont be misinterpreted.

the actual prob with my friends is usually between the top 3 tiers. pple tt i thought to be in the second tier can sometime seem to be in the third tier. or even first tier pple seem like second tier. its just really confusing and i sometimes dont noe how to act with them cos wad if they treat me as a third tier friend while im treating them as a second tier one. my tiers are usually depicted by the tier i am in with other pple cos im the type of person tt will treat others how they usually treat me. so its weird sometimes when a person treats me like a second tier friend all the while and suddenly treats me like a third tier one. its ust really really confusing. ill let u guess which tier u guys are in.

well tts it for my mini rant. gonna sleep now. got tuition at 7.30am tmr. cyas:)

Awesome Skit

hey guys, need to sleep so ill leave u this awesome skit. im sure most of u have seen it before but its great to watch it again. it was performed by the j3s last yr for rew and was shown again this yr during the speaker's msg so heres tt awesome lifehouse skit. btw if anyone noes how to make sure the vids dont get cropped pls let me noe. haha thx:) cyas:)

REW!!!! DOUBLE WHOOOOOTTTTTSSSS!!!!

hey guys, gonna sleep alr cos i need to be in sch by 6.20 tmr for rew prep. well today church was great seeing 3 friends getting baptised. its really awesome to see fellow Christians profess their faith through baptism. well tts it from me today cos ill need the rest for tmr though ill leave u with this awesome vid. sry if its cut off though. cyas:)

REW!!!! WHOOOTTS!!!!

hey guys, been really busy with sch and funorama and rew and such so havent really had the time to update. well it has been a fun and interesting journey through funorama and all the way till now. really had fun shopping and chatting with friends and seeing all the seniors again. really really having a great time in sch now even with all the work piling in. well tts wads so great bout ac aint it? we mug but we have a great time doing it. unlike those mugger schs like nj (not to say tt nj aint great, just tt ac's better...obviously) and anws its really great to have such wonderful friends to travel this journey with, especially in the comm cos as u noe rew is just 2 days away and u can see a few of the comm members running arnd like headless chickens stressed over the prep. wad can i say, we are just as last minute as every comm before us (according to ms mai at least), keeping the tradition alive.

well really had fun with mf and nigel yesterday playing l4d2!!! i finally found a use for the defibrillators cos during the last level of the dead centre campaign, i accidentally jumped off the third floor of the mall to my death so thankfully there was a defibrillator near where mf was so i asked her to revive me. so the defibrillators arent so useless after all. yesterday had so many great memories from tt first use of the defib unit to our whole team being destroyed by just one charger. see on one of the levels, think its parish, u have to activate this moving platform and defend against a horde. we were doing so well before then but as all of us got to the 2nd floor to defend better against the horde, a charger threw both nigel and i off the 2nd floor, killing me(guess i suck at heights?) and causing lots of damage to nigel. so just cos of tt 1 charger we had to restart tt chapter.

so finally got my phone exchanged so i can finally surf wi-fi with my phone again. YAYS!!! well God has really blessed me lately and i really cant ask for more. lately its just been smooth sailing and even though there has been some bumps along the road (keeping with the journey metaphor), its still has been great. the only thing tt really has bugged me is when i hear the pple arnd me going through tough times cos i really get worried for them. there have also been many pple falling sick (partially due to the awesomeness of funorama) which has made me even more worried but God has reminded me abt the power of prayer lately (thx nigel:) and so ive been trying to pray more. i dont really have many prayer items for myself rite now but pls pray for all those arnd u, esp those going through tough times, tt God may deliver them, heal them and bless them. continue to also pray for rew tt there may be open hearts and tt they will be touched.

i dont deny tt there will always be a vibe of apathy arnd the sch since Christianity is not "cool" but ill just trust God to touch the sch and to bring whoever He has in mind to us. if there is even one person who has been touched, even if he doesnt accept Christ, im satisfied. if we can plant the seed in even one person, then all our hard work is well worth it (although im not sure whether jas or jiap might be able to say the same thing seeing how much they have put in). well just continue to keep rew in prayers. cyas:)

Vids To Pass The Time

hey guys, with rew, funorama, hmwrk and all the stuff going on, i really dont have the time to type out long blog posts so just to update u guys, today had a really really really really looooooonnnnnggggg meeting. finished at 6+ and got back home close to 8. really tired but need to finish hmwrk so gonna stay up to finish. well tts basically wad happened today. well before i leave here's some vids for u. the first is the full trailer to the film tt we will be showing for rew and the other one is one of the best music vids ever!!!





cyas:)

Emo-ness Pt 2

hey guys, after talking to stef awhile i realised why im really emo rite now. i get really affected by the pple arnd me so like when i noe of pple tt are emoing i get emo too? tts why i decided to swear off fb rite now cos everyone's posting emo comments. well the main reason why emo pple make me emo is cos i really feel helpless in helping them. i mean i do wad i can but i always feel as though i can do more, u get wad i mean? but i dont noe wads the more tt i can do. which sucks. well so now my prayer request is not for me but for all the emo pple tt u noe. pray for all those pple emoing rite now cos tts wad will make me stop emoing. anws im repeated listening to Better Than Life by Hillsong now to ease the emoness. well k i need to finish up my gp essay now. cyas:)

Emo-ness

hey guys, dont noe why but today im feeling really emo. dont think its my results cos ive really entrusted everything to God and i dont really care abt going for ssp. just really feel this heavy burden and i dont noe wads its caused by. im like feeling so emo tt im listening to Graduation (Friends Forever) by Vitamin C. noe tt song? tts how emo i am. im not sure whether its meant to be an emo song but its always emo to me cos its like when u leave ur friends then u sing this song. AAARRRRGGGHHH!!! dont noe why im feeling this way. i think im being affected by all the emo pple arnd me. pls pray for me. btw if u are interested in my results, 17/50 for maths and 38.5/60 for chem. really proud of chem. im quite sure im failing phys tmr so im gonna be in ssp. well dont mind if it doesnt affect my CF duties so im fine with it. k then im gonna go back to my emo-ness. hopefully ill feel better tmr. cyas:)