Social Experiment

hey guys, well to the few pple tt are still reading. anws ive recently started this mini social experiment where im trying to meet up with pple i havent seen in ages or was nv really close to for a meal. i guess since i got posted to this awesome posting having awesome wrk hours, i decided to use them productively to meet up with pple i nv had the time to. its part trying to see who would be willing to meet me even though we are not close and part me trying to see how God can use me to impact pple's lives. and i guess part me getting over the loss of my old friends? i really wanna do lots of things with my new found time and so ill be also trying to start up a new review blog on all things geek/nerd from tv to comics and all things pop culture. but again its sorta an experiment so ill only post the link here once ive gotten it going. this blog will still hopefully be functioning. its still gonna be dedicated to my thoughts and my sharings on how God has wrked in my life. i noe i sorta stopped on the qt thing but tts cos i find tt God has been talking to me on a personal lvl and in other ways so the qt thing doesnt wrk as well anymore.

so this blog will hopefully be still alive now tt i have more time. ok so to start this blog's new life again (is this v4.0 alr?), ill start with a sharing on how God has really impacted my life especially in ns. He has been all the more real to me in ns and really my fears abt backsliding were nothing. could really see how God kept me close to Him and brought me through everything. like i said in the previous post, He has really blessed me greatly and i really wouldnt be having such a relatively slacker time in ns without His mercy and grace. i could have easily been posted to either Cougar, Pegasus or even 1st Coy in tekong but through His grace, i got posted to the slackest Leopard where the warrants really blessed me. Again, His grace was showered upon me when He sent me to a stay out unit where i can go out everyday. so through His blessings, i decided i need to use them wisely so im starting to be more committed in helping out at CF back at ac and to help back at SYFC too. hopefully i can use this blessing to bless others too. ok tts it for me for now. gonna try to start tt new blog now. cya soon:)

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hey guys, guess its been super long since ive posted here. just felt like coming on and sharing my thoughts. dont think anyone is reading this now though. if u are just drop me a comment on the chatbox.

well to get things started, life has been awesome as usual. God has really blessed me in my life and tt can espcially be seen in my ns life. i was really afraid tt i would have faltered in my faith but it has been steady and to a certain extent even growing. even through the tough training ive made awesome friends and the sergeants and warrant officers were really awesome pple. when i ooc-ed it was even more fun making friends with the sergeants and the awesome clerk and fellow comic book nerd syafiq. and after tt, God blessed me with a stay out unit as an ammo supply asst. (storeman). so really theres nothing to complain abt regarding my life as a whole.

but really, im concerned abt my relationships. most of u noe abt my muchly controversial belief abt friendship, however the misconception is tt i dont care. this couldnt be further from the truth. yes i do accept tt my purpose in one's life is over but i still feel sad and maybe to a certain extent, heartbreak, abt a wonderful friendship lost. ive been going through tt a lot lately and i dont noe wad ive been doing wrong. if u noe me well, i used to be super introverted but acjc changed me a lot. now tt im out of there, i fear tt im returning to my past self. i rmb when i started this blog and i had really awesome friends to share this blog with. sad to say, i drifted away from some of them (thank God not all) in j2 and now tt we are out of jc, i think tt we are no more than aquaintances (and u noe i dont really believe in having aquaintances). im really concerned with wad i might have done to cause our friendships to die out and i noe tt i might have wronged them in some way (be it intentionally, unintentionally or just a simple misunderstanding) i really just need someone to tell me wad went wrong cos im really oblivious to wad happened. the friendship just stopped.

so yea im glad tt God has been good to me and really thankful. its just tt this aspect of my life has really been at the back of my mind throughout these past few months and i needed to get it out on here. dont noe if the pple who were such awesome friends would see this but i really hope so. i really thank God for reminding me too tt if its time for a friendship to end, its time to trust God to take care of the friends i held so dearly to and to trust God tt all will be fine as i typed this post. my role in tt person's life may or may not be over but everything is in His hands. when the pple feel its the right time to tell me, i guess they would. me am :( still though.

but to u awesome pple who have stayed with me all these while, supporting and encouraging me, i really thank God for u. my life wouldnt have been as awesome as it has been without u. hope tt God will continue to bless our friendship and tt it will continue to grow.

thanks for reading this. cya:)