hey guys, its been some time since my last post. dont really have an excuse other than not having the time or mood. lately ive been such a wreck. actually started only yesterday. dont noe why but for some reason during my timed assignment, i started thinking of subway girl. and like i dont noe why but now ive been thinking of wad went wrong and how i let her down and how i didnt treat her the way i should have tt chased her away.
like i said before it wasnt the breaking up but the way we broke up tt has bothered me till today. i noe its been like 2 yrs and i still dont get how she can hate me till today. i really want to bury the hatchet and let bygones be bygones but i just have nv been able to contact her cos she nv replies my emails in the past. im not sure whether i shld send her another email but i really cant be bothered if shes gonna dao again. its like im not even intending to get back tgt or anything. its just tt i feel really guilty and just want to patch things up with her. well theres no way to do tt.
well i dont noe why im suddenly thinking of her but i really want to stop. i really thought i was over with this since its been like 2 yrs but it suddenly hit me like a ton of bricks. now whenever ive got nothing to do or when im doing wrk (which is the same as doing nothing) she just pops up in my mind. and i go on emoing on wad i shld not have done and wad i shld have done. i really think tt the only way for me to get rid of this feeling is to find another girl. i just dont noe wads going on with me!!!
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