School

hey guys, just thought of posting up something. well there's lots of stuff going on in my mind and it may not be the right time to say some things but ill see wad comes out from my brain rite now...

well like the title says most of wads on my mind has its roots in sch. from friends to studies to sch ending and all other stuff in between... i gotta say tt this 2 yrs of my life was the most interesting period in my life. im really gonna miss AC lots. cant believe how many friends i have made over here. ive gotta say tt the friends were the ones tt got me through the tough times and if it wasnt for God sending me here, i'd still be lost in my faith... right now looking back, i wouldnt be so strict in my life listening to God's Word if i didnt come to AC. i really cant believe how much God has changed me in these 2 yrs.

it didnt start out tt good i assure u of tt. with 4 yrs in a boys sch undergoing puberty, im sure u can understand how i felt when i came to AC. i can assure u tt i wasnt a deprived boy or anything since i came from a mixed sch in pri sch but this was just different. looking back i regretted making a few girls feel super awkward by liking them and for tt i sincerely apologise but i couldnt help it... even though things with my class started out great, it suddenly took a turn for the worse and i didnt even noe how i became sort of an outcast in my class. but really as i look back (sry im super nostalgic rite now), i can see tt when i joined CF, my life started to change for the better. i met all my awesome friends who i love lots and i'd nv have met God in the way tt i have if i didnt join CF. seeing my journey in AC has indeed allowed me to see how God has worked in my life, through my now famous story of how my 12 pts brought me to AC and the other less known stories. one such story was how i was thinking of following my sister's footsteps to join council. i was alr in CF then and was thinking whether or not to join CF comm or council and during tt time i can say tt i wasnt really as close to God as i am now. so i made the choice tt i would join CF comm only if i was rejected by council, disguising it by saying tt God will show me wad He wants for me for getting me rejected from council, thinking tt i would be certain to join council.

and guess wad? i got rejected. surprisingly by the end of council interviews, i felt a tugging tt i know now to be God tt it was alright to be rejected by council. He reminded me how He led me into AC and to let Him show me the way again. and so when i found out tt i didnt get into council, i knew tt it was by His will and i gladly accepted it. He then helped me get into CF comm and from there, i became the person i am today. wow... im suddenly getting really nostalgic (i thought i couldnt get more nostalgic then i was).

well one reason out of the multitude of reasons for me missing sch is well, CF. i miss tt i wont be able to serve God in tt area again and i noe everyone is telling me tt there is a season for everything but like ill miss working for God in such an awesome sch like AC. but well ive come to terms with tt so no point in emoing over leaving CF again.

ive really met such awesome pple in AC. i would really like to list down each and everyone of u but i'd confirm miss a few of u guys so just to avoid hurt feelings ill just thank all u guys for being the friends tt u have been. listen to the lyrics to the song tt i have on rite now (if ive changed it, its "For Good" from Wicked The Musical), its for u guys (btw i knew this song before the baccalaureate so i didnt jew it). i know tt i have been changed for the better because i knew u guys. awww....

well tts the end for this post i guess. might update again if some new story of my life in AC comes to mind. just an update on life rite now would be just me studying so nothing much to update on. seems like the past is more interesting rite? I WANNA TRAVEL BACK IN TIME!!! well time to get off this now. will be leaving this vid for u guys. i posted it up on my fb wall and well not many pple noticed it i think so guess im posting it up here. its an awesome 12 min vid so i suggest u just click on the vid to watch a nicer screen version of it on youtube since my blog always cuts off half the player. wanted u guys to watch it before baccalaureate but well its nv too late to leave nothing unsaid. cya guys real soon:)