Friends Pt.2

hey guys, dont noe why but being in A lvl mode has got me thinking abt lots of stuff lately. not having usual sch has really now forced me to look back at friends i have made through this 2 yrs.

as u guys noe, i used to have this rating/tier system of friends but i realised lately tt i dont really use tt system anymore. its now more like a come wadever kind of thing. i think i have recently taken a more "wide" view of friends in a sense tt im now looking at it in the Christian perspective. well im not really sure if i can call it a Christian perspective but its more like a perspective tt involves God. my whole perspective basically puts everything in God's plan. with anyone we meet, God has a plan for it. so basically my view is tt if someone has been put in my life, aka an acquaintance, there must be a reason for it. be it a simple thing like me showing the person how a Christian is or to something more far reaching like maybe i will help this person out of a tight spot sometime in the future. so after taking on this perspective, it has put my friends all in a new light. as i now believe tt there is a reason why i noe someone, i put most of wad most pple consider as mere acquaintances under the category of friends (my definition of a friend is someone i would go out of my way to help...it doesnt really take into account how deep i noe the person, tt comes under the classical theory of the degrees of friendship).

so now the new "quantum" theory (phys students will get the joke) is tt there are only 3 degrees of friendship to me now. its the acquaintance, friend and good friend lvls (which is actually just the classic lvls tt most pple have...im complicated, dont judge). however, my lvls are unique in a sense tt i have pple tt are usually not considered in certain lvls to be in those lvls (if tt makes any sense). like i said before, most pple tt i noe i consider friends, which is alr a major difference to the norm. so who's in the acquaintance lvl u may ask. well actually tt lvl is a temp lvl i feel tt is for pple tt are not even hi, bye friends. like we noe of each other but have not really officially met tt we dont even say hi. most pple would not even categorise them but i feel tt they shld still be categorised under this temp lvl cos as i said before, i have met them for a reason. so it is sooner or ltr tt i have an impact in their lives. or maybe i have had an impact and not even noe abt it. tts the awesomeness of God's plans.

so now with this new 3 lvls i look upon my friends with a whole new light. basically my goal is to make an impact on each an every one of my friends and to allow God to use me as His tool to help another person. an image tt i picture is like everyone in the world is an angel sent from God ready to be used. even non-believers can be used by God as an angel. so i believe tt as angels, we must be prepared to be used by Him.

i noe many pple have the theory tt only close friends are worth the time and effort to stay close to and to stay in contact with after their time with them ends and tt all the others tt are not as close can just disappear into the abyss of memories for all they care. to a certain extent i have to agree with tt but i have my own view of it. so again back to my belief, as i have a role to play in everyone tt i noe's life, if my job in tt person's life is not done, no matter wad God wouldnt let me leave the person's life. it could be just meeting each other by "coincidence" (which im not really a believer of) or it could be tt i might work with the person in the future. the bottom line is tt if God has a role for me in tt person's life, i would still be in tt person's life. so it doesnt really matter if i try hard or not to stay in the person's life. but contrary to popular belief, i believe tt this also applies to close friends. if ur role in someone's life, no matter how big, is over, there is no need to be sad over the drifting apart. its just tt there is no need for each other anymore and there are new angels tt will enter ur life. on the bright side u'll be able to reconnect back in heaven after the rapture.

i noe this is like quite a radical view but i believe it to be true and tts why i dont really mind if my friends and i drift apart. im may actually be a bit glad tt i have fulfilled the purpose tt God has assigned to me and tt my friend is along his/her way on the road of life noeing tt ive impacted him/her. i noe tt there may be some life long friends tt God may be blessing me with though and im sure they will always be by my side whenever i will need them. btw im not saying tt i wont try to keep in contact with my friends but i believe tt even though u try but theres just this invisible thing tt causes u to drift apart tt it may be just tt ur role has been fulfilled. and im not saying tt u'll nv see each other again, im just saying tt when the friendship aint the same anymore, maybe its tt ur role as tt kind of friend may have ended.

well i noe my belief might seem really weird to some but i find tt it is a really logical perspective and tt it actually helps me not get sad due to friendship probs. well tts it from me on this topic for now i think. let me noe if ive impacted ur life ks? i just wanna noe if im doing God's purpose for me. hope i made my perspective as understandable as possible. thanks and cyas:)