YAY TUITION!!!!

heys guys, gonna keep it short today cos im gonna continue studying after this. finally got a tuition teacher and he is not bad. having tuition tmr again and hopefully he can help me pass promos. really thank God for him and joyce who intro'ed him to me.

dont noe why but im still quite confused over how im feeling. maybe cos im in sort of an isolation and need to meet pple. suddenly im a pple person. so wierd. i mean i used to like being alone with my com and playing but nowadays after a few hrs on the com i really feel tt i need to talk to someone. and i dont mean msn, i mean someone face to face. i feel as though im wasting my life spending it alone cos wads the use of living if u dont impact someone's life? i find tt as long as i spend time with someone, im making a difference to his/her/its life. it doesnt matter if its just to chat or to play lan or wadever but by spending time with someone, i think tt they would feel tt they matter to u. wouldnt u want to feel like u matter to someone? and the time tt u spend listening to someone's problems i feel is the best time tt friends can have together. it doesnt matter if u cannot do anything abt it but i feel tt a listening ear and an encouraging word can do wonders to how someone feels.

i just really enjoy being with pple and making a difference to their lives by spending time with them. so it really aches me to be stuck at home wasting my life through. but me being stuck here doesnt mean u have to. (except to those grounded...im sry) go out and spend time with ur friends. be there for them and show someone tt they matter.

well tts it for now. I NEED MY FRIENDS!!!! i really miss my friends. its just been 2 days since the cf bbq but i need pple!!! i noe i have God and i really enjoy my time with Him but there are no pple tt i can share His love with. cant wait for sch to start. omp since when did i change so much? i still rmb when i would love to pon sch. haha well cant wait to see u guys again. gonna go study nows. cyas:)