hey guys its getting late so im just checking in before i turn in. ltr im taking my LAST PAPER!!! YAY!!! but its the paper tt i dont even noe wads going on in. hence my fb status if u noticed. the physics department in acjc cant really teach!!! i mean they are nice pple and all but i dont really get much out from the lessons so im gonna be starting on physics tuition soon.

anyways todays qt was abt busyness abt the story abt Mary and Martha and although i find tt we shld always be like both Mary and Martha to a certain extent (like every good GP student noes there shld not be an absolute) cos well if no one wrks to prepare the place for God to wrk, the place is not prepared. so we still must be a bit like Martha in tt we shld prepare the place but we shld not be like her in tt we forget abt God through our busyness. and tts wad i find myself doing lately, especially in CF. i think ive said tt i find myself getting distracted during CF thinking of how NG time shld be conducted and everything so this passage really spoke to me. i really feel tt i shld be enjoying God's presence more during CF instead of bothering abt how to settle the next thing and just let God handle everything. i mean ill do my best to prepare beforehand but i have decided tt when CF starts, ill stop wrying abt wads happening next and just let God take charge. ill still help settle stuff during CF if the need arises but ill not wry abt it until the need arises. i really want to enjoy CF like how i used to enjoy it when i could just enjoy the fellowship with God.

this really opened my eyes and like even now with the NGs and stuff i have decided not to wry abt it so much and ask God for help cos wad can i do without the presence of God in it? how much can i do? well ill just entrust all this things to God and let Him use me for His wrk and not be too busy tt i forget Him. isnt it ironic when u forget God when u do things for Him. its not only ironic but also quite sad i find. so tts my resolution for the new month and ill just let go and let God. k im gonna turn in nowz. cyas:)