hey guys, cant say much abt today again. I NEED A LIFE!!! im totally going out next week. prob is there's no one to go with. haha thinking of playing l4d2 again but pple are busy. sianz. if any of u are free tell me and ill see whether we can all go and play tgt!! haha. well at least ill be going to malaysia on the 8th so at least can enjoy life a bit. oh yea the only significant thing tt happened today was how epicly retarded i can be. today is the first time tt i slept all the way to bukit batok...after reaching jurong east. when i woke up i was like "why is the train moving right instead of left?" haha ok lets not talk abt how retarded i am anymore and talk abt my qt.
haha ok so today i will be talking abt poh's fav sub. and no jialei, it is not an easy sub to take (although i dont take it, i noe tt its crazy tough). since i dont take the sub im not gonna talk abt academic history im talking abt how pple always use the phrase "those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it." and well isnt the bible a record of history? haha so now all my talk abt history makes sense rite? yea so the bible is a source of teachings and lessons and most of them come from accounts of other pple's lives in the past. sometimes we may just think of them as stories, especially those tt we have heard since young like David and Goliath or Jonah and the big fish. sometimes we forget tt these things really happened and tt we can learn lessons from them. so lets not just label those stories as just tt, stories, but treat it as lessons tt God wants us to learn from. and on a more personal note abt history,
like i have always said: there are no coincidences, everything happens for a reason, His reason. wadever the reason may be, we can always learn from wad has happened before. all those mistakes tt we have made and all the bad things tt we have experienced, we can learn from them. i find tt most of us (including me in the past) just treat things tt happen to us as just passings in life, tt they dont mean anything. when we get hurt by other pple we just get angry, not thinking tt there may be a purpose for it. ive said many times before tt cf has really changed me and i think tt this is one of the ways. since ive joined cf (and started this blog) ive begun to see how little things tt happen in our lives can work out to teach me something or can impact the lives of others. of course there are many times tt i dont get wad good can come out of something but God always has a plan for something to happen. so we shld learn from our own history, maybe tts why God has allowed something to happen to us, to learn from it. and if we dont look back and learn from it, wouldent it be such a waste?
again thinking abt yesterday and the whole trust thing, maybe tts why God has allowed pple to betray u (i would just like to emphasise tt God does not cause bad things to happen to us, but He may sometimes allow the evil one to do bad things to us, but im sure u knew tt). there might be something tt u can learn from it. personally when i was betrayed and feel like i cant trust pple anymore, when i look back i started to trust those tt i have trusted even more, and also began to trust pple tt i would trust with my life rite now. tts wad good has come out from being betrayed and when i look back at my personal history, maybe tts why i was betrayed and now i can testify abt it which may also be the purpose of it all happening.
yeps so tts all my thoughts rite now. got a small test tmr so pls pray for me. hopefully i dont fall asleep. haha love life still non-existent. decided to just take it slow and continue to be friends...for now. haha i mean time is wad we have rite? anyways i dont think she shares the same feelings so good thing i didnt confess or anything. haha anyways its not like im hurting or anything so all's fine in the world of Joel:) k then gonna turn in and hopefully ill do well tmr. haha cyas:)
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