Malaysia Trip + 2 qts

hey guys, just came back from Pulai Springs today. really enjoyed myself there. haha so i managed to buy a lot of presents in malaysia and also managed to study just a tiny bit. went to karaoke which was totally fun and went for a body massage at the spa over there which totally relaxed me. but the best thing was tt i managed to get some exercise in. played squash and a little bit of b-ball yesterday morn and went gyming this morn. tts like the first time i exercised in some time. got back home and my air-con started leaking so im gonna have to sleep in the study room for the next few days. oh wells... i actually dont mind it tt much.

ok so ill just be talking a bit abt my qts from yesterday and today. yesterday's was abt how we shld live our lives with love as tt will enable us to touch many lives. and love is something tt i feel is can be the easiest thing to do and the hardest thing to do. i mean how easy is it to love ur family? or someone u like? i mean i find it totally easy to love my friends. but how hard is it to love some irritating person tt constantly annoys u? or someone who hates u to the core? i dont really have someone tt hates me tt much but i do have pple tt make fun of me and dont really like me and i especially have pple tt annoy me. i really try to love them but at times they just get on my nerves and i just wish tt i could get revenge on them or get rid of them. but tts not God wants us to do. He wants us to embrace them and love them like our friends, so tt we can touch them.

and when i was thinking abt love, obviously the thought of tt girl pops into my mind. haha ok the next bit is just my thoughts tt may not really make sense but i just need to express it k? haha ok so the thought of whether i love her came into my mind. and obviously i love her as a friend. but do i love her in tt way? well i came to the conclusion tt i didnt really love her in tt way but it was because of a few reasons. the main one was tt i didnt really noe her tt well. i mean liking a girl and loving a girl is obviously 2 totally different things and i find tt liking a girl is quite easy. i mean u can like a girl for many reasons tt do not really involve truly noeing her like liking her because of her smile or liking her because the both of u can talk. but i have to admit tt i do not really noe her well enough to say tt i love her in tt way. i have been trying to get to noe her better and maybe then i can say tt i love her. if she gives me the chance tt is.

haha ok tt was totally me gushing but well tts wad u came to this blog to read, my thoughts. rite? haha ok back to my qts. i wont be talking much abt it cos i have basically covered the topic before but 2 phrases really struck me. today's qt was abt walking in the light and going through difficulties and 1 of the phrases said " if u shld see a man shut up in a closed room, idolizing a set of lamps and rejoicing in their light, and u wished to make him truly happy, u would begin by blowing out all his lamps; and then throwing open the shutters to let in the light of heaven." and tt really shows tt sometimes in order to see the true greatness of God, our lamps have to be blown. the other phrase is "we value the light more fully after we've come through the darkness." and isnt tt so true? when thing are fine we may forget abt Him and take the things tt He has given us for granted. only when we go through a time tt we feel lost tt we are reminded of His greatness.

well tts it from me today. im meeting pastor joel tmr for breakfast at long john silver to discuss on the direction of the sharings for the cf meetings. if u are awake, pls pray for wisdom for us. haha we are meeting at 10am so tt means im gonna have to wake up at 8 tmr. haha and ill having a Gliderz meeting tmr too so pls pray for wisdom for the comm too. haha ok im gonna turn in now. cyas:)