Hypocrisy + Trust

hey guys, yet again today has been a boring day. parents went to watch Mulan today which i totally dont get why they call it a historical movie when there wasent a dragon in the movie. i mean in reality Mulan had a dragon called mushu rite? so why was he not in the latest movie? its so unfair to dragons arnd the world. haha ok enough of my nonsense. since there is not much to update in my life, lets get started on my qt.

ok so my qt is abt hypocrisy. since i think this might be a sensitive topic, pls excuse me if i offend u or anything. ok so hypocrisy is a very real thing in our lives. we might not think tt we are doing it but more often than not we are. i mean how often do we blame someone for doing something wrong when we have done something similar at some point in time. im sure u all noe abt the verse abt taking out the plank in ur eye before looking at the sand in someone else's eye so im not gonna quote it here but isnt it really true tt we are hypocrites more often than not? i have to admit tt many times when i see pple doing wrong things, i judge them. i noe its wrong but im human. but how many times have we thought of doing something tt may not be right? and doesent the bible say tt thinking is as good as doing it? so how can i judge others when i myself have sinned. we may say tt other pple are breaking the rules even more than we do, but isnt breaking the rules a bit still breaking them? so i have decided to stop being a hypocrite. i'm sure i wont be able to do it through my own strength but with the help of God and those arnd me, i will be able to do. i hope u will join me too.

well tts my qt but another thing i want to talk abt is trust. i noe ive talked abt trust recently but tt was more abt trusting God. im now talking abt trusting men. ive talked abt it briefly on nov 4, in the post titled "Present" (i mentioned u there poh so dont jealous) so u can read tt before u read this if u cant rmb tt post. a friend told me today how he/she/it feels tt it is difficult for he/she/it to trust pple. maybe cos he/she/it was betrayed or something else but i didnt pry. well i would just like to say tt men will always fail u, just for the fact tt we are human. so then who can we trust? personally i too had the feeling of not being able to trust pple a few times. i mean u noe tt i was super introverted before and to be betrayed is like devastating. but i noe tt there are pple tt can be trusted. i just have to look for them.

i may trust the wrong pple sometimes but i find tt it is just a learning lesson. i may trust the right pple but as they are human, they may betray me accidentally, but tts just cos they are human and i forgive them. and there are those pple tt God has sent to be the ones tt will always stand by me, and i thank God for them. so i think tt its only a matter of time before u find the pple tt u can always trust. and even if u dont meet them yet, thank God for the right pple, for they love u still and they nv mean to harm u. and even thank God for the wrong pple, for without them u will nv learn the difference between the right and wrong pple (ok this might not make sense to u but i think it does. haha). so to me i just trust. in men and more importantly, God. i trust tt He will lead me to the right pple and i trust tt whoever i trust, something good may come out of it.

so i hope this encourages all of u and more importantly, he/she/it, to trust. i noe it can be hard at times but trust God to bring u through it cos although men will fail, God will nv. He is the one person tt u can always be assured u can trust.

well tts it from me today. gonna turn in alr at 2.09am. another boring day ahead of me. pray for me yet again tt ill be able to stay awake. come online between 10-12 and 1-4 to keep me company/awake. haha he will be revising before the test on fri so ive gotta stay awake. oh yea, thank God, the hockey team won their friendly match. yea it may be a friendly match but still... haha ok guys gotta go nowz. cyas:)