Service

hey guys started on this post last nite but realised tt it was going to be super long so i decided to continue typing today. so everything will be saying today when in fact its yesterday. k so here's the post:

hey guys, today was quite a remarkable day. i went to comics connection today at sembawang shopping centre today and decided not to buy manga. i mean i usually dont hesitate buying something tt i want when i have the money but i was totally surprised at myself when i walked out of the store cos i realised i wouldent have the time to study if i bought the manga. anyways for some reason, i had thoughts on whether to just give up on even thinking of chasing the girl cos i find tt i might have been quite irritating lately and i wouldent want to risk the friendship. i also find it quite difficult to go after her but after thinking for a while, i decided tt ill just let things take their course and leave it in God's hands.

well today's qt and sermon from pastor lai i felt were both talking abt service. i really feel tt service is one of the joys as a Christian. i find it great joy to serve in CF and in church. though im really not serving much in church since im not really musically inclined. so i really felt tt the youth fellowship tt the church is reformatting to from the cell grp structure was an area tt God is calling me to serve in. and well when i heard tt the young adults are the main grp tt is heading the yf, i felt unsure tt i would be able to serve in the yf and even if i did, i was afraid tt i felt out of place. well today's sermon abt serving was abt Jeremiah and how God called him to serve but he was reluctant cos he felt he was too young. but God told him "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you." which showed tt God knows us even better than we noe ourselves. this really stuck me cos He wouldent call us into a particular ministry if we cant do it cos He noes wad we can or cannot do. tt really comforted me tt if He really has called me to the yf ministry, i would be able to do it.

and my qt was abt being an apprentice before a leader. i mean sometimes we would like to be a leader in something but in order to become a leader, we need to learn and to learn, we need to be taken by a leader. i mean sometimes we feel tt we are being called to be a leader but is disappointed when u are not chosen to be one. but maybe it is God training u up to become a leader by first making u an apprentice. so sometimes we have to accept our positions and realise tt God has a plan for it all.

haha tts it for yesterdays thoughts. ill be back ltr for my thoughts on today. haha cyas:)